Thursday, April 20, 2006
guai lan!!! 
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oops
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Monday, April 17, 2006
halfway done thru hell...
Describe the strategies adopted by Channel News Asia that may be adopted by Radio Television Brunei without compromising its charter of public service broadcasting?
huh????
its really ominous that it rained a storm after my paper. Like telling me "yeah you really screwed this up". It was flooding all the way from the examination hall right up to the bus stops and from the interchange to the MRT station and it was so horrible i decided i wanna be at home ASAP. Hence instead studying diligently in the library like i should, i am here typing this sad piece of blog entry.
Morning wasnt really good either, i felt so light-headed and sick that i forgot to bring my jacket, pencil case and my seating no.. bad start. And this, i found out after i reached the MRT station, the thought of going back just annoys me because it was HOT and i was perspiring in my new Elmo shirt and the overhead bridge escalator is faulty!
Thank God i had my dearie with me, he came to look after me in the morning and to send me off to school! So he had the great honour of running back to my blk to get all those missing stuff.
now i feel hungry, sleepy and lazy.. its still raining so it puts me in a dreamy mood. and did i mention hungry and sleepy? oh yeah i did, now its making me forgetful.
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Saturday, April 15, 2006
Save me from this HELL!!!!!!!
bah!! i HATE EBM, damn it. i hate regulatory frameworks and i really dont care if other SEA has a free media or not. i simply dont. I've been reading non-stop today, experiencing LDMR with the wth-readings and still i dont rem a single damn thing. its so unfair to be testing memory work. Each time i face those 103 notes, each time my brain shuts down automatically, as if saying "ewww.. that's so not my thing" and leaves me in a sea of wad-the-hells.
Tomorrow is Easter Sunday, i know we should be glad that We're saved from Jesus's resurrection, but i somehow feel so bought down by all this load of shit. Seriously! i never studied anything as BORING as what i am doing now! NEVER!
I rather study CHINESE!!!!!!!
See how bad this is??
Omg now i really miss Chinese, i rather write the same characters for 'xi zi' and write a dozen 'zhuo wen' (chinese essays) than read this whole chunk of WTH notes!
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Thursday, April 13, 2006
Okie- this is in response to my dear Sandra's jealousy! muahaha now dont be jealous la, got two big photos of us all! (shessh i think i posted the bball one way back when we took the photo la!) anyway u can always find pic of us in my previous posts!
Ruth's Wedding
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saints basketball 2003/4
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Saturday, April 08, 2006
Save me from this HELL!!!!!!!
bah!! i HATE EBM, damn it. i hate regulatory frameworks and i really dont care if other SEA has a free media or not. i simply dont. I've been reading non-stop today, experiencing LDMR with the wth-readings and still i dont rem a single damn thing. its so unfair to be testing memory work. Each time i face those 103 notes, each time my brain shuts down automatically, as if saying "ewww.. that's so not my thing" and leaves me a sea of wad-the-hells.
Tomorrow is Easter Sunday, i know we should be glad that We're saved from Jesus's resurrection, but i somehow feel so bought down by all this load of shit. Seriously! i never studied anything as BORING as what i am doing now! NEVER!
I rather study CHINESE!!!!!!!
See how bad this is??
Omg now i really miss Chinese, i rather write the same characters for 'xi zi' and write a dozen 'zhuo wen' (chinese essays) than read this whole chunk of WTH notes!
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bleah, very 1st exam of my 2nd semester.. HL803, Cinematic Pleasures and Question of Identity. Cinematic pleasures, yes, identity, no. I'm kinda disapppointed that i couldnt do the question involving my Favorite Movie - In The Mood For Love.
In The Mood For Love, a MUST-SEE movie. a cantonese Movie directed by Wong Kah-Wai, it relates how a couple-played by Tony Leong (omg! he is DAMN SEXY!) and Maggie Cheung- found out their own spouses' affair with each other. Themes of loneliness, longing for the past, longing for love, longing for what they desire, all brought about through Nat King Cole's Sensual songs and Micheal Galasso's hunting, slow romantic music. A creative way of portraying erotism of the couple's physical attraction to each other without the use of blatant bare-it-all-sex like those in a typical Hollywood film. and the music and songs - heavenly to your ears.
Sigh.
If there is any comfort, it will be my 2nd favorite - Gentlemen Prefers Blondes. a Marilyn Manroe Movie, sexy, cool and yeah.. feminist. I love feminist films, if there was any identification in it- it'd be that i am a feminist too. Writing an essay talking about feminism in the film wasnt so bad after all. Besides, i love it when they show our girl power, shame to all the MCPs out there! - they can go suck an egg! (insult quoted from Mary Ann)
and there was the most boring essay i've ever written (on films and art)- 12 Storeys. Eric Khoo really brought his messages across from the way Singapore was portrayed in the 3 heartlander families. Even writing about this film came across as boring as the meritocracy system and its beaucracies. Talk about the elitist attitudes, the repressed "perfect citizen" and yeah apathetic youth. BORING! Perhaps the only exciting aspect of this essay was the issue of Incest in a conservative society- but that has little or nothing to do with the rest of my essays on the boring system.
now i've stuck in revision for Electronic Broadcast Media. Man, doesn't the mention of it just scares you? It sounds boring, looks boring, IS boring. Media ownership regulations on SEA was the LAST thing i wanna do.. What other better things to do other than reading those?
ta da! u see me blog dont u? that explains it.
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I wonder if its just lazyiness of is it a syntom of Exam stress and lack of sleep. But i did a calculation of my sleeping hours and it diligently adds up to at least 8h.. but i always always feel like sleeping in the afternoons when i am supposed to revise.. or i tend to daydream or doze off completely and come to blogger to blog to you...
but today i felt better, at least more awake.. yesterday was not all fulfilling in my revision but that's cuz i spent 3h destressing- it helps that my darling came and delivered some feel-good chocolates and my favorite Meji milk; he's my personal masseur and facial therapist - all of a heavenly combination. Its unlikely that any average guy would suddenly bring goodies to you just coz you're stressed and massage your back and peel the blackheads off your face before applying facial mask for you.
So very sweet of him :)
and..
and i found out a secret .. back 3 years ago - before we got attached.
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(continued from the previous...)
So poor hungry late me was punished for my impatience by slipping onto a Huge puddle of water, a puddle so big it could be a swimming pool for toddlers, a puddle just beside the bus 179 which i was about to board. A spectacular sight to see me break-dancing in it - making splashes high up to my knee and soaking my own laptop cover and wallet. With my PRADA wallet still dripping wet with those dirty ground-rain water i scanned my ezi-link card as people rubbed their eyes to confirm that i wasnt scanning a sponge instead. I looked like i had just come up from a swimming pool - only that i was half-immersed in it.
and it was late.. late afternoon.
Upon reaching school. yay. finally my destination: ulu NTU. Then Mary ann was already there, waiting patiently for me. Beside her was the most devestating sight:
ACRC Library CLOSED
uh huh.
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ahh as u can see, i've done some editing on my blogskin.. yeah it looks off, no? i dont care anymore, its not exactly fun to look at HTML scripts u know? i'm just glad it didnt block any major things..
Today is a HORRIBLE DAY. HOrrible like there is no tomorrow!
Woke up on the wrong side of bed- which is funny because my bed is positioned against the wall, which means i always get up on the same side each morning- but anyway today is pecuiliar...
It was raining cats and dogs, it might as well rain frogs. and yeah i was late for gp study with Mary ann (see how much effort i put in to study!??). I mean what's new? i was always late for everything. but no, this time, its as if i was to be punished for all the times i was late.
To understand better, u need to know the context: I was having the thing of the month - hurhur great time of the month - and i was suffering from the painful treatments of my warts - yes, warts on my toes! Cursed be the one who spread them to me!
And lo and behold! I forgot to bring extra pads and plasters for both the issues mentioned above- as it is, i got to rush back to get them. i mean, its ok, i'll be an hour late the most.
But,
3 irritating aunties have to pissed me off. As it is, it was already hard enough to walk with a heavy bagful of books and a 14-inch laptop, balancing with feet that is one-toe- handicapped - but each one of them took turns to step on my poor slippers, enjoying my awkward trips and oblivious to the pain on my wounds (i mean why would they care? they are pea-brained evil creatures afterall). As they each did their tick with gleeful joy, i curse their marketing will be maggots-infested and perhaps they would be sorry when some1 stepped on their fat feet and cause them to fall on their own eggs and it will be such a pathetic sight that The New Paper will come and make a story of "Humpty Aunty Breaks her own Eggs" and all the kids will sing:
Humpty Aunty pisses us all
Humpty Aunty had a great fall
All the government's officers and
all the medics and spectators
could not stop laughing and wishes she falls again
Well, it was not the worse, because i was starving, i thought of buying food to satisfy my immerse hunger - perhaps this will make my day better. How wrong i was! Some idiot cut my Queue and got my food, and i have to wait for 15 min for a FAST FOOD and do i have to keep repeating myself that i was already late?? I was not in my most patient mood to smile and nod and be happy that people who came later and served earlier. If there was any comfort, i walked off without paying and without any food of course. I rather eat the air.
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Monday, April 03, 2006
I realised this is my 7th post this year..but its better than none i suppose..
I dont know if i've chosen the right course, i am not sure if i like it that much, its fun but some parts of it is boring too.. like Communication Research.. it aint all that fun.. especially when Mary ann and i are in the different groups.. There are weird people in my school who have sex like there is no tomorrow, well, call me a moralist, i think its wrong.. or just not right.. to me or rather it clashes with my lifestyle. Some just smokes their life away. There are faces with so many different kinds of masks that they seem to make SCI larger than it is.
Gone are the joyful days from JC, the laughter of my classmates and good friends - Chu Kwek Di Pok Ha - my teamates and yeah even my teachers, crazy as they are. Its been a year since i left JC, but still this new chapter of my life has been taking very long to get adjusted, to the new environment, new friends, new stuff. and new is not exactly all nice and fluffy like you'll expect in the NTU New Undergraduate Experience (NTU NUE). I found that i am too sheltered and i want to continue to be sheltered, to be naive, to still be innocent and spoon fed.
I have more time in Uni than i had in JC. Yet it was unfulfilling, it was close to empty- save for the moments with Mary ann, Joanne and Fara.. but it was pretty much empty other than that. I know its no use living in the past, but uni life have been so far, disappointing.
and i hate CS 105.
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