Monday, April 03, 2006
I realised this is my 7th post this year..but its better than none i suppose..
I dont know if i've chosen the right course, i am not sure if i like it that much, its fun but some parts of it is boring too.. like Communication Research.. it aint all that fun.. especially when Mary ann and i are in the different groups.. There are weird people in my school who have sex like there is no tomorrow, well, call me a moralist, i think its wrong.. or just not right.. to me or rather it clashes with my lifestyle. Some just smokes their life away. There are faces with so many different kinds of masks that they seem to make SCI larger than it is.
Gone are the joyful days from JC, the laughter of my classmates and good friends - Chu Kwek Di Pok Ha - my teamates and yeah even my teachers, crazy as they are. Its been a year since i left JC, but still this new chapter of my life has been taking very long to get adjusted, to the new environment, new friends, new stuff. and new is not exactly all nice and fluffy like you'll expect in the NTU New Undergraduate Experience (NTU NUE). I found that i am too sheltered and i want to continue to be sheltered, to be naive, to still be innocent and spoon fed.
I have more time in Uni than i had in JC. Yet it was unfulfilling, it was close to empty- save for the moments with Mary ann, Joanne and Fara.. but it was pretty much empty other than that. I know its no use living in the past, but uni life have been so far, disappointing.
and i hate CS 105.
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