Tuesday, June 13, 2006
Heya i've already slacked for 1 month plus and i have no intention to work still.. simply because i am gonna learn driving! and of coz i am plain lazy? i dont wanna waste my holidays on working since i've have to work immediately after i graudate..
Anyway I am getting an Automatic Car Lisence.. "nooo whhyy Auto? Manual is better!" yeah yeah i heard u. Simply because :
- i am really idiotic at such things, i really hope to get a license to drive a bumber car only.
- its less costly, considering the less number of lessons & the potential amt of failures i may have
- i dont intend to drive anything else except an auto car...
Ok that said. its only my BTT anyway.. i've heard its idiot-proof.. but hey! didnt i just told u i am an idiot in these? i may just prove that statement wrong.
See those pictures of the kid i posted b4? yeah that is the baby i babysit and see EVERYDAY. He is a naughty brat. So naughty sometimes i feel i can just kick him out of the window and bring peace to the world. He can be an angel though - once in a blue blue moon.
I'm getting bored of the online game i've been playing for a year now. World of Warcraft. Its getting boring.. like bo-ring Boring. I wish Quanju has more time or can end early instead of the sucky time he works now. then we can go out or fish or just laze around. Actually Singapore is a pretty boring place to be in. Same old Shopping centers, same old trains, same old HDBs, same old lifs, same old Sentosa, same old brand new beach. Nothing extremely interesting out of the Ordinary. Unless of coz i step out and spend money to learn something new. But basketball has so far been my love, something i still miss alot.. Something that has passed and never will come back. Something that will remain as but perhaps, a fading memory.
I wish i still have my piano. Each time i visit some1 with a piano i get reminded of how foolish i was to give up Piano. Worse, to sell it away. It was something i regret till now. I can hardly play a decent piece now, bits and pieces of notes here and there. Music only my heart can hear, but never physically sounded out. How rusty are my fingers!
Life seems more colourful when i was younger. not that i am that old now, in fact i am suppose to be nearing my prime. but things seem just so dull and boring. i need to learn something...
I wonder why my mum get pissed at me (and the whole family) when she is irritated at the baby. It just makes things worse for every1 isnt it? Like huh? its not even my fault that the baby is naughty- very bad start of the day at times. I think its not healthy for a woman her age to be stressing over a baby- after all the hardship of bringing 3 daughters up. She shld be resting more, and by doing that she will be less angery, less impatient, more cheerful, and thus, less scolding for me. In all, that will bring more peace to our home, instead of all the frustrations going on around a naughty brat.
When i am a mother, when i have my own kids, i will wanna stay at home to look after them, that way, they wont feel so insecure like how tt baby is feeling right now. Of course, when i am married and have my own house, i will have a piano.
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Loves...
