Tuesday, January 09, 2007


If only my family can be more patient and understanding. more gentle and kind towards my insecurities.

Life sucks. i dont know why i manage to live til 21. i sort of dont really want to. There isnt really much that i look forward to. anymore. If i have to bear with people spitting on me, laughing at me, giving me condesending gaze with glee just because i am not good enough, i rather not live to experience it. I think 21 years of these is more than enough, i'm quite surprise that i actually tolerated it for that long, not that my tolerance level is getting any higher. Well, maybe if you minus my infant/toddler years where i have no memory of anything, it'd be about 16 years of pain.

Funny why for most times, i dont remember being happy. like truely happy. Its strange how these things got eased out of my memory and never got back.

Maybe they got lost when people who made it, forget it.

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